Notes
Utilizing Expendable Materials to Create Works of Formal Pristine Beauty
Poison turned into Medicine
al·che·mist | ˈal-kə-mist
Alchemist: Someone Who Transforms Things for the Better
The long route to English for alchemist began with the Greek word chēmeia, which probably came from the word chyma (“fluid”), derived from the verb chein, meaning “to pour.” It then passed to Arabic, which added its definite article al- (“the”) to the Greek root. The word then passed from Latin to French before coming to English. Some other words derived from Arabic also retain the al- in English, such as algebra, algorithm, and alcohol; in fact, the transformative liquid that was constantly being sought through experimentation by alchemists is another word with the Arabic al- prefix elixir.
MATERIALS WANTED ALWAYS
Guards of civilization.

- Right now I am looking at:
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The hopeful Rothko - just when he made the breakthrough, before it all became dark
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Joyce Pensato
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Stanley Whitney (why are his paintings so good ? it makes no sense but they are Fra Angelico good)
- Peter Bradley like always
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Diane Arbus
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And also a return to Dürer´s Feldhase
21 studio notes; June 2026
1. Materiality is primary
2. The tactile is trustworthy
3. Outcome matters
4. Intuition + rigor
5. If you know if your work begins before language, you’re not working
6. Not imposing, only emerging
7. Time as active material
8. Traces of its own making — memento mori
9. Illustration of ideas is for books
10. Material investigation is inseparable from personhood
11. I have never met a confident person that was also interesting
12. Delicacy and brutality
13. Process-based ≠ accidental
14. Repeated actions rather than singular gestures
15. Surface-recorded history
16. Suspended between making and becoming — like you
17. If you prefer the Panopticon over the tyrant, you will not get my work
18. By the way, you didn’t get Foucault either
19. Formal decisions are important
20. Style is never meaningless
21. Even a monochrome is always a self-portrait